My mistakes
I wish I did better,
I wish I stop it when it began,
But I wasn't thinking until it was too late,
I hurt too many people with my actions and words,
I love getting in trouble it was like my drug,
It was mistakes all of what went on.
It couldn't last forever who was I trying to kid?
But with age comes wisdom even if it came too late.
Shadows
Shadows are all around me as I walk down the streets,
I look behind me thinking I heard the sounds of approaching feets,
I think someone is going to appear from around the corners,
They are on buildings short and long,
By windows blaring different songs,
I wonder what could be behind the shadow of a tree,
Shadows are imprints that are always there and never free.
Untitled poem
I look up at the blue sky,
Sometimes I feel like I want to cry,
Life seems to have twist and turns,
From going to summer school to suffering sun burns,
I spend most nights looking at the moon,
I dont think things will be better anytime soon,
I let the cool air breeze over me,
It makes me wonder how the end of summer will be,
I feel emotion building in my chest,
I put my face on my knees so as to rest.
No emotions
I hate my emotions since people try and get them hurt,
Most think they are nothing but dirt,
How I wish them to be drain away,
They stain my soul and make me hate,
I wish i could make a mental gate to block it from view,
But I thought having deep emotions was something good and people knew,
Or keep them somewhere safe,
But I know they are something I cant escape.
Lies
It seems like all you told me were lies,
My heart wilts away and died,
Your not here to quiet my thoughts,
You have a new life and I have mine,
I feel like you committed an awful crime,
Everything you said seems to have been one big lie,
One who was my friend messing with you behind my back,
I get so mad I just want to attack,
But Im moving on with my life,
Its not like you could be my future wife,
My heart still recovering from your lies,
While my eyes and soul cries.
My new life pt1
Pedro yawned and looked out of his uncles truck into the early fall morning. Leaves were starting to turn different colors and the air smelled crisp as they made their way to his new high school.
He was starting as a junior and his sister a freshman who was busying texting on her phone. So are you two really for your first day? asked his uncle after taking a drink of his coffee. He had brown hair and eyes and tannish. Just like dad Pedro thought thinking back to his other life.
His life that changed after that night, that brawl, which made Pedro think of the yel
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Things can never be the same,
I would just want to hide in shame,
I feel like crying but they wont come out,
Some think they know me,
But dont know what Im about,
I wish I could back to before,
Back when times were better and I wasnt ignored,
I cant make things right like I want,
But maybe my future will be bright,
Ive had many sad times where I stand,
But Im facing them alone without a helping hand,
Most people think Im chicken now and hide under a rug,
But Im 100% percent bad boy thug,
Whos trying to find love and a
One last time
I went to see you one last time on that cold winter day,
But a part of me wanted to talk to you to stay,
I noticed how the sunlight glistened on your light brown hair,
How your perfume could be smelled though the air,
I thought about when we first met and our hearts beat as one,
One last time I would see you but I couldnt turn away,
As our eyes met I felt my heart skip a beat,
I wanted to go sweep you off your feet,
To say I love you if we never saw each other again.
Heartache
My heart swells for you,
I want to tell you what I feel,
But until the right time I will keep my mouth sealed,
I dont think your man is treating you right,
I thought you were the prettiest girl within my sight,
I want to cause him the pain he has done to you,
But then I wonder what would I gain?,
My heart has heartache and now I know why,
Because I care for you and I dont want to say bye,
I dream of us in a deep kiss and dont want to ever wake,
Because until things get better I will have a heartache.
As I lie asleep
I just lie asleep thinking of you,
How I walk by your school for a glimpse of you,
I just want to talk to you again after being away,
I would want to hold you close and say Im here to stay,
But I lie asleep dreaming of you every night,
Just to make everything right,
I lie asleep hoping to talk one on one,
To know whether were still alright or if youre done,
I feel like I always want to be by you,
I lay still thinking of how pretty you are,
But even though you are close I still feel far,
I just lie asleep thinking of you until morning com
My mistakes
I wish I did better,
I wish I stop it when it began,
But I wasn't thinking until it was too late,
I hurt too many people with my actions and words,
I love getting in trouble it was like my drug,
It was mistakes all of what went on.
It couldn't last forever who was I trying to kid?
But with age comes wisdom even if it came too late.
A cold December
He just sat there on a tree branch just sitting there for at least four hours. But it was dark now and more snow was starting to fall. He shivered though he was wearing three sweaters and looked out the pond where just that summer he and his father had sailed a little sailboat they made. Now it was hard to believe he was gone. When his mother came home and told him and his younger sister that there dad who had been sick past away that afternoon. How he felt the same way he did after he once got punched in the stomach. And after that sad news he ran to the park and been sitting there for hours. He loo
The lost friend
Ill never forget the day that you had to go move away. It was back during those unhappy middle school days when I had swirlys and my stuff token and hidden in odd places. Most of the time it would end up in a class room trash or in a toilet. But it was a rainy day as the bus headed toward school and when I got there you were near with your dark hair flying all over your face and brown eyes looking over at me.`hey nick! she yelled over peoples heads and coming toward me. But I notice something wrong because she didnt wear her usual smile.
hi, are you okay Cassie? h
My brush with death
I was walking down the street as it grew darker. It was a cold winter evening and it was steadily getting darker. I was trying to get home so to get dinner before anyone tried to get seconds knowing my brother being the way he is.
So I walk down another street and then I could have sworn I saw a kid but he had red eyes like that bad guy from Harry potter. But as quickly as I saw them they disappeared. Whos there? I cried out. But no one answered back to me. Thinking that maybe it was the glare from a headlight I moved on.
I soon make it to a pretty busy street and get a little ner
Heat wave
Andrew was red in the face by the time he got home that night. It was Sunday and a little quiet for that night. Usually on this night someone is blaring music. But it was quiet which was good for him. As he came in the door his mom yelled from the living room Andrew is that you? Yeah mom its me. Called back Andrew.
His mom came around the corner mad. Do you have any idea what time it is? asked his mom sounding really angry. Oh no because my watch-. Began Andrew but his mom pointed to the clock and he saw it was ten-thirty. For this Im groun
A bad day
I wake in the morning and thats when it goes wrong,
I get out of bed and step on a nail,
Then still tired I mistakenly put my mail in the blender,
After that I put my watch on the wrong time,
Then take a small nap and find Im behind,
Crash my bike into a tree,
As I go walking I wonder why this is happening to me?,
Then the weather changes and starts to hail,
I go running home and nearly trip over a dog thats chasing its tail,
Get home and the doors locked,
And Im pissed off since there is water in my sock,
But I finally get in and change my clothes,
Only
Spoken word
You mean the world to me,
I love you with every piece of my mind, body, heart, and soul,
You are my sunshine,
You are someone I hold dear and is mine,
Someone like you is hard to find,
I consider time lost if not spent with you,
Until were around each other Im blue,
My life seems incomplete,
Before we met,
I dream about finding someone like you often,
I think Ill always love you until they burry my coffin,
I wake at four in the morning face,
Missing you and thinking of you makes my heart race,
I cant wait to see you and will pace until we met again.
Love at last pt6
Meanwhile he avoided Jessica for the next few weeks since he felt he had nothing to say to her. But he knew that she was looking for him since a boy who he knew told him. Well tell her you havent seen me in ages nick told him and he went to history. She doesnt know how hurt I feel nick thought. But as he rounded a corner he heard someone say heads up! and felt a football hit in the face.
He felt a moment pain in his face and saw some junior come toward him. Sorry dude he said trying to help nick up but he shoved a
Love at last pt7
Soon it was the last day before thanksgiving break and nick was watching the teacher who was trying to show them how to draw someone picking up a heavy object. He was busy drawing a picture of a warrior stabbing another one with his sword. And a girl in a long emerald dress saying my hero! He just looked at it thoughtfully wishing he was the warrior. And the dude was Jessicas boyfriend being stabbed.
Then the bell rang and the teacher said well I guess Ill have to show you when school resumes. Have a good break. And nick pulled himself out of his
A crazed teacher
Tommy headed down the crowded hallway. He was new at this school and he didnt know where anything was yet. Now he was looking for an English class taught by a teacher named ms. green. At his last school he had a drunken teacher. He wondered whether this teacher was a nice lady. Boy was he in for a rude awakening. He walked around a group of big juniors and saw a wooden classroom door with a sign that said ms. green tenth grade English. Tommy smiled as he was glad he found it and headed inside. It was a large room painted yellow with a chalkboard and about thirty desks and about half were full.
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My brush with death
I was walking down the street as it grew darker. It was a cold winter evening and it was steadily getting darker. I was trying to get home so to get dinner before anyone tried to get seconds knowing my brother being the way he is.
So I walk down another street and then I could have sworn I saw a kid but he had red eyes like that bad guy from Harry potter. But as quickly as I saw them they disappeared. Whos there? I cried out. But no one answered back to me. Thinking that maybe it was the glare from a headlight I moved on.
I soon make it to a pretty busy street and get a little ner
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spending every waking moment i have to studying nowadays.mostly because instead of doing good i want to do great.i don't know if im just being overly ambitious or what but it seems like that.currently also writing a short story might have it posted sometime this week or next.
well tried to write something recently but i ended up getting writer's block like i do so often these days :(..but think i have a new idea for a story so ill put that up once i finish.
meanwhile trying to also do all these papers i own my professor before we go for break luckily that isn't too much work so.Also been looking at affordable cameras so that i can start photography but haven't found a camera i like yet soon hopefully...